It has been 1 year.....

3 may 2012, it has been 1 year since i delivered my lil munchkin WAN MARYAM AMIN BINTI WAN KAMARUL AFANDI. omg ingat lg sakit contraction mlm tuh after cuti labour day. kebetulan mlm tu paksa hubby beli durian, sbb mmg rasa teringin sgttt nak mkn durian :) about 11pm mcm tu dah rasa sakit sikit, but ingat maybe sbb kenyang sgt so tunggu lagi. after that dlm pukul 3am memang tak blh tahan dah, kejut hubby and tinggalkan budak2 ngan bibik....huhu terus hubby pecut ke kjmc

boleh pulak jalan agak jam, nak tunggu byr tol adalah dlm 5mins mcm tuh.....adusssss sampai jer terus suruh nurse call dr fatima, in 30mins after that doc decided to do ceaserian sbb baby tak engage and heart beat drops....sekejap jer after 45mins tadaaaaaaa baby dah keluar :)

love this pic, maryam memang suka hisap jari sampai skrg

masa nih baby dah mths kot

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ini gambar latest

rasa mcm sekejap jer masa berlalu....bercinta, kawin, dapat 1st baby zara, then after 3 years dapat pulak iman aisyah....then 2 years after that maryam amina pulak...owhhhhh how time flies...pejam celik pejam celik kang tgh tunggu pinangan utk 3 dara pulak heheheh. nak tambah lagi kerrr? gulppp!

zara sofiya

iman aisyah...ok sila senget kan kepala anda

but...WHAT HAVE I ACHIEVED IN THE PAST 6 YEARS ?

bangun pagi, hantar baby kat bbsitter or nursery, pegi keje....after balik keje, amik baby, masak kalau sempat if not tapaw jer tapi mmg selalu tapaw je lah, malam golek2 tgk tv, then tido...esok ulang balik benda yg sama.

Am i happy with my life??? Yes i am, definitely i'm happy....ada 3 kids, hubby yg always be my side...ada kereta, rumah...semua cukup. Butttttt.....what about saving? Memang ada saving, tapi tak banyak and selalu keluarkan if something happend contohnya mcama kereta rosak, nak bersalin sbb sompany tak cover semua, mak ayah sakit, bayar road tax & insurance kereta...and the list goes on. Sbb tu lah saving ada tapi tak cukup

Then after that i start to think what other part time biz yg i boleh buat, memula nak menjahit sarung bantal and jual, siap beli mesin singer ok tapi menjahitnye malas sbb anak anak asyik kacau jer seronok tgk kita menjahit gamaknye :-)....then nak jual tudung plak, tapibiler pikir kan blk tak blh jual tudung yg sama kat jalan tar, kena ada kelainan sikit...so biler nak design & upah jahit semua, sehelai tudung cuma boleh dapat rm10 jer untung...urgghhhhh biler nak kaya nih? Then after that hubby sebuk nak apply bukak petrol pump....yeyeyeyey sure boleh kaya nih....tapi, susahnya nak dpt...nak kena ada cable besar, ada ke sedara mara dato' nih? Hmmmmm gagal jugak

Wahida was my collegue masa kerja kat TIME, but she left the company 2 year ago but i masih setia di sini :-) Masa tgh berpantang anak no 3, dia sms i yg dia ada jual corset bagus utk org lepas bersalin etc etc etc...i jawab ok nnt i fikir dulu. Biler dah masuk off ada sekali dua jumpa dia but she never mentioned abt the biz....but i still follow her fb, day by day baca fb dia and i sendiri tersedar and nak dgr psl biz ni. Then dia bawak i jumpe mai and present the biz plan.....i pun ok ok nnt i fikir and discuss dgn hubby dulu. Ok hubby dah setuju and i pun nak proceed for the loan, i amik half day....parking keta depan bank and i fikir betul ker nak buat biz ni? That time hubby pun dah 50-50....omg! I pun dah tak boleh fikir masa tuh.....NO i will not join, MLM doesn't work for me!!! I keluar parking and balik rumah....

1 month later.....i still lalui hidup yg sama, still dpt income yg sama...nothing change. I pun fikir balik, sampai biler nak macam ni. I have to do something, i mesti try buat biz ni...kalau tak buat kita tak tahu. I bgtau hubby yang give me 3 years in this biz, if tak jadik i will stop...what make me change my mind masa tu is that wahida ada updates motivation quotes kat fb sthg like "you are not a tree, if u dont like your life then change it".....itu yg buat i tersedar

And now here i am...in abt 3 months i'm so happy with my income, i'm happy with my life. Even terpaksa korban kan masa...penat drive ke sana sini, tapi seronok. Semuanya terbalas...tambah2 lagi hubby & anak2 sgt memahami

That is my journey...long way to go. ITapi dlm masa yg baru setahun jagung ni i dah dpt rasa dpt side income yg lagi byk dari kerja makan gaji...i'm so happy. Happy sbb dpt bantu ringankan beban rumahtangga and paling penting dpt saving. To those out there yang intersted to change your life, feel free to contact me....i'm happy to share!

DIANA

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